sadness.....

i was so sad for what happening and even i don't know what to do....
still i stand by with the old folk.
i was not got to online for awhile hope it will help.....
i don't want all my love will vanis by anger..... this was my fear if my anger is beating me...
i don't want to happen this... cause the one i love will suffer most rather than me....
i need to endure every pain every sadness that will come.... even myself will destroy... so my anger is still anger not the one i fear to happen....
for the past day.... it was difficult to adjust.... but i don't know how long i can stand for it.....
i was always crying every time i was thinking that another day was past and i was still standing....

--neina--