another conversation

yesterday early morning i was browsing my site because i was so bored at that time....
i was shock when she ask me regarding i still love you.... and i cannot answer right away and i don't give any answer at all.
she said "i know you still love her i'm 100% sure on that, why are you doing this...? you can go back to her if you want...."
my only answer to her is "i need to be ok and to be with you...."
she said "your doing this for her.... mahal na mahal mo nga sya hinde mo kayang saktan at kalimutan, gagawiin mo lahat para sa kanya......"
i was so confuse for that conversation..... knowing that i need to do this......
i can only say that it's make difficult day and day.....
i hope i can manage this and things will be ok.....
it's harder now than i think before going to this situation....:((tears)

-neina-